First of all, I have my mocks this week. Today was biology and stats, and they were both just bad:( biology included a 10 mark question on something nobody had revised as our teacher said it wouldn't come up. And then stats was just a joke, I swear they just put all of the most difficult questions into one paper, it was horrible. I sort of just gave up towards the end because I was hungry and I had no clue how to approach the questions:( the last one was 12 marks with no a b c d e etc., it was just one question for 12 marks! I got an answer but it probably wasn't right.
Secondly, one of my universities started giving out offers. At first I was like oh yeah, okay it's not that bad, there are several more batches. But then I just started overthinking (of course) and panicking about everything blah blah blah, grrrrr.
And last of all, I just did some revision for my bio and chem mocks tomorrow and I just felt as if nothing was going into my head at all! I feel as though I've been working all year but nothing is going into my head no matter what I do. It doesn't help that I'm extremely competitive and hate when people beat me, so I always anger myself by stressing that my teachers are going to think I haven't tried or that I don't care.
I just don't like this A2 year, I want it to be over and to just get my grades! Or I just want some motivation:( either one would be great! Plssssss
And all this uncertainty just makes it worse - I could be in this exact same position next year, just waiting for offers/rejections, not knowing if I'm going to uni.
I've just realised that all of the recent posts on my blog hae been so negative... Sorry for the rant! I just needed to release my stress somewhere hahaa. I promise I'll get back to being positive soon!
Bye!xxx
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